Sending this out at 2:30am. And although I don't know you guys much I feel like I'm closer to y'all than most the people in my life.
You know why that is right?
That's because you hear me from my music when others, all my "fake friends" - and yes I do give them shi* for it pardon my courvoisier - never gave me the time of day when it came to my goals and my aspirations, my dreams and ideals.
If you spend too much time with people who don't support you - you know what happens?
You start believing them.
It's a subconscious effect, and it ain't always necessarily anyone's specific fault. Sometimes it is, sometimes people just have a lot going on and don't know how to relate to what you do. That's fine.
But if you care about people then the closer you get with them the more you trust their opinions - even their subtle ones. The more you accept their opinions as valuable to you - the more those opinions are going to echo in your mind as if they were your own.
That's how it works.
So I know it can be hard sometimes but a good fair amount of time the most self-empowering thing you can do for yourself is to tell those people to f***-off.
Say it to even the thought of them being a**-holes.
"F***-off!"
Say it to their faces out of nowhere just to change the topic or something.
"What? No I never even met her before what are you talking about, see, this is just like that time you needed to F***-off remember that? That's your auntie yo I wouldn't do that, she don't even like Hennessy."
Say it to your significant other while they're going down on you, whether it's a man or woman or whatever kinky crazy LEGAL shi* y'all be up to these days with your crazy spandex-latex wearing a**.
"MwMmffMff mfffhhhhFF!"
Record that for me I'll buy it off you.
Just cuz that's some funny shi* right there, latex suits and wow just, there's some seriously kinky stuff out there huh!
Anyways, this song got nothing to do with any of that
except, I do mumble rap but I talk like that already so just think of it as kinky ASMR rap alright.
Put your latex outfit on with your partner,
choking you or whatever crazy stuff you like,
nipple shocker clips,
put this track on a loop,
set up camera
and hit "????record" ????
Much love, and remember,
"MwMmff mfffhhhhFF!"
I love you baby keep it real ~ always
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