always was, will always be in my head, to a fault. Haven't forgot but, cant remember, who I am. Doesn't really matter that much to me, only more than anything. I want everything, am happy with nothing. Giving up at times before Ive tried. Will never stop believing. Wasted gifts without direction or purpose. Work without opprotunity to grow. Motivation depletes as confidence faulters. No hope. Dreams don't die just blink in and out and get closer then farther away again. Nothing I can say will be enough. Love will always win. Ideally. Nothing in life is certain. When I go I leave my shaddow. Lost time or was it stolen. I did nothing when it mattered most.