God is Jealous over You
Did you know that the Lord wants all of your attention. He is a jealous God and will have no other God, or god like entity before Him in your life. Those who deny that loving and lasting relationship with Him end up in unnecessary suffering because they left their first and only true love.
God forgives us for trespassing against Him, He forgives us for turning our back on the relationship. that is because He knows what He has supplied to you and that there is no other being on earth who can supply that same level of commitment and love for you. He gave you His only begotten son, now all He is asking is that you give Him back His child. Return to the Lord and walk in His favor completely. Do not allow those who have sweet conversations to derail your Spiritual relationship for some temporary thrill. They can only supply your flesh with a right now satisfaction, but once you are left in the middle of your loneliness, what else is there for you. Once you have drained out your life source of love, and have suffered trying to please them, and you are alone in your mess and pity. God is still in your heart, in the depth of your being, on your mind. Don't be afraid to come and surrender your Spirit man to the Lord and correct your own life before the Father. The prodigal son had to bow his head and return to the father after shaming himself. Even though he knew that even the servants of the father was well taken care of. He was willing to return even in that capacity. I'll get the best treatment even working for my father. God has not done that to us. He favors you right now, even though you might sneak off and do whatever you feel, God still has undying love for you. That is how jealous He is over you. He want you back my brother and sister. Go home and regain your place, your power, your position, you are the child of the father, and His love is genuinely for you. Finally, He wont hurt you, as men have over the span of your life. He sure wont allow them to once you have made up your mind.