Goran "Gosha" Agdur

We're Living on a Hope

On a tour with Great Swedish Icehockey Player and Coach "Curt Lundmark" Olympic Gold for Sweden-94. Peter "Foppa" Forsberg scoring the decisive gold on Corey Hirsch, Sweden's goalieTommy Salo making a fantastic save on Cariya's try to equalise in such a memorable never forget shoot out...

I hope all as well as it can be...I am on a "School Tour" in Sweden combining Music & Tablehockey. The "Great Olympics" just started! "BeautiFool Loosers" as we might turn out 2 be, take my blessings right Now! Tacare!

”Blue Boy” Music : Göran ”Gosha” Agdur Lyrics : Inna Bezgodova

Blue boy in a sailor shirt
like this dreambird
your eyes the deep blue sea
childrens magical breathing

Blue boy in a sailor shirt
like this dreambird
your eyes “sinegluboki”
childrens magical breathing

My little Blue boy
stay with me

The dark side of Blue boy
you’re in your sorrow
behind the wall publicity
the madness of satan’s servants
just before falling down
what is beyond
just before falling down
what is beyond us?

"Even higher" YouTube
Music & Lyrics : Goran Agdur
Arr. : Igor Besschastny
About "Even Higher" :
There are "things" living inside of us, no matter how "the other" try to Kill and make disappear, that will never vanish, "things" inside of us that cannot die by an evil act on our bodies. "Things", inside of us, out of reach for the loaded gun, no matter what torture and death "the other" prepare for us, "things" that lives, invisible for the "other", alive in God's unbreakable hands. "Things" kept deep down inside of us, pumping around in God's forever beating heart.
They can cut off your tongue, cut off your hands, cut off your hair, prepare soap of your body, throw your body into ovens filled with gas, put a bullet in your brain, a knife in your heart, never can they get to my Love for You, my Feelings for You, my Thoughts about You, my Ideas about this world of ours... Never by a weapon or unjust words and accusations can they kill the songs of your spirit, "the melody" we keep singing deep down inside of us. Never by a bomb or a bullet can they destroy the truth and love you are inside of yourself to yourself. Never can they kill You, inside of me, by killing my body. And never by a sentence, a description who does not do "Us" justice. "The Other" can't see "You", as I see "You". My Love!
You can kill my body, never Us!
What seem to be the most dangerous things we human beings can do on this planet of ours? To give Peace a chance? To stand up and work for equal rights for each other, no matter the colour of our skin or our religion? To address all of us and coming generations, and not just some chosen ones? To propose to turn the other chin if someone hits you, not to hit back? To claim that our problems should be sought out by discussions, dialogues with arguments, in an "open society" with freedom of speech, not by weapons, not by war? This song is written in purpose to try to draw more attention to the ideas and vibrations of the people you sense in your heart when experiencing it, not only the exposed on the video. It springs from a deeply rooted feeling to fully respect Our Bodies, God's gift once and for all times given.
I suggest the following books to be read, and spread, as soon as possible:

Harald Ofstad : "Our Contempt for Weakness"
Alexander Solzhenitsyn : "One word of truth..." (The Nobel Speech)
Bertrand Russell : "Strid för freden" (speeches & articles, published in Swedish, for the Swedish committee in support of the International war crimes tribunal)
Peter Englund : "Brev från nollpunkten" (Published March 1998 by Atlantis)
Roberto Saviano : "The opposite of death"
Wilfred Owen : "Strange meeting" (a poem)
Oscar Wilde : "The soul of man under socialism"
Leo Tolstoj : "The Kingdom of God is Within You" (1894)
Erich Maria Remarque : "All quite on the western front"
Noam Chomsky : "link
Stig Dagerman : "Tysk höst" ("German autumn")
link...
by Goran Agdur

"Only Love Can Mend Our Hearts"
Music & Song : Goran “Gosha” Agdur
Lyrics : Jacqueline L. Agdur & Goran Agdur
Arr. : Igor Besschastny
& B & theBand
Photo : Vadim Sitnikov
In Photos : Sons : Sebastian, Sam & Jakob an' Niece Jacqueline Matthiesen, "Olga & Ira", Father Andrew, Alexander Makushkin, Sergei Proskourin, Great Hockey Player "Apalkov" ("Jaroslavl") , "Zhenia with Fenia", Great TableHockey player "Yanis Galuzo", Alyona Akinshin, Seraphim Sarovskiy, "Misaila priest" & root history from Orsa...