Matière Sombre - J'pardonne
LYRICS
[Chorus/AJT]
I forgive but I don’t forget
These pains shape me and feed my soul
I forgive to release myself from resentment
I forgive to relieve the weight of my bitterness
[AJT]
I forgive your vagaries, your jealousy
By cowardice, embroiled in harmfool shortcuts
Pointless fights that only time soften
You disapointed me, Nobody is perfect : I admit it, sad
Especially when the beauty of a girl dazed me off
Conquer you every day to break the routine
I forgive that you said « I love you » without believing it
The lie is easy but can only be temporary
Admittedly, between us, it was not a great story
But I pity the next one if you don’t mend your ways
I forgive your insance selfishness which destroyed the essential.
You were emotional but honest, neurotic and full of hate
I am no better and I shaded off the spark
Intrinsic, my cowardise reveals itself
I did not find the way to express myself by stupid reserve (shyness)
Chorus
[AJT]
I forgive your blind cruelty
Disgusted when I saw your viciousness performing
Dirtied by pride, tarnished by bitterness
Idle on a bench, loosing illusions, for hours, lazing around
A look, the wrong way, a fruitless rumble, hysterical
3 against 1 on a weak boy
Weed puts you to sleep and drink decimates you
At 20 year’s old you look 60, because of this acid poison
Your mother carries humiliation alone
Her 2 boys in jail, she suffers the insults, armed with a gun
Speeding, music on the maximum
Stupid actions, you get into putrids shallows
« Pastis », drugs, passive hours
You sway, collapse, in this stony and dark scenery
I forgive because revenge is infinite
I don’t want to announce to my friend’s mother : « Your son is disabled »
Chorus
Translated by Luise and AJT