Oma Cronmira
DISYST04:11

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Good Morning Everyone, So.....In January of 2017 I was hospitalized and within an inch of my life newly diagnosed with something called CARDIOMYOPATHY coupled with an EXTREME case of hypertensive blood pressure. My heart developed an extra beat adding an irregular arrhythmia onto an already declining situation. Needless to say, I came close to losing my life at this time,.... but managed to squeak out of the hospital WITH my life after almost 2 intense weeks of hanging in the balance. I did not, however, leave without taking this condition with me...as the Doctor nervously explained to me while handing me a sheet of paper detailing the difference between going into CARDIAC ARREST and having a HEART ATTACK - "From now on, you could go into cardiac arrest AT ANY MOMENT..." Fast Forward to Thanksgiving night 2017...That night I felt especially ill and oddly different....as if I FOR SURE would not wake up once I went to sleep....That night I passed away while sleeping.... In my afterlife, I had the most incredible overwhelming sense of sorrow and heartache..almost overpowering the sensation of being pure spirit..... I kept thinking about my loved ones who I left behind and all of the things I never accomplished.... I kept thinking about how much LIFE I took for granted... It was at this time that a voice explained to me that I would soon return to the land of the living.....the next thing I knew, I awoke in my bed full of tears.... This song DISYST (Diastolic Systolic, among another meaning) is the manifestation of my return to life and my promise to myself to never again take for granted THE most beautiful experience of being human. It is the tale of where I was to where I'm going. The broken to steady heartbeat in the beginning of the song is the representation of my broken heartbeat. It's continuation on to a heartbeat-like rhythm is the representation of my rediscovery of life. The added synths and beautiful vocals are the representation of my rediscovery of self....of beauty...of pure light achieved through the tunnel of darkness, I have never really told this to ANYONE. For those of you that will take the time to read this, pity is not my goal...my only hope is that you now listen to this song with a newly found understanding of what it stands for and that maybe it will touch you the way it has me. With that said, I added a newer mix on to this song. Enjoy... OMA