One of the best ways to break the power of enemy from attacking you with spirits of depression and self-pity is to simply stop comparing yourself to others. Best to just accept that your life is what it is at the moment and understand we all go through seasons of changes. Continue seeking the Lord first, His Kingdom and His righteousness, because it appears the Lord is more moved by your faith then by your needs. Serve the Lord by helping others whilst you wait for your own problems to be resolved. Isaiah 40:31," But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint." The Lord even says He will cause your own healing to come speedily as you help to serve others in places like Isaiah 58, where the Lord is telling us to live a fasted life from sin. Practise forgiveness now and release all those who done you wrong, including yourself. Stay in Christ's supernatural peace and avoid giving any legal rights to spirits behind sickness and diseases. Proverbs 26:2,"As the bird by wandering, as the swallow by flying, so the curse causeless shall not come." Fight back overcomers, trust Papa God for every detail and stay in faith! Because "All", things are possible with God! I pray the Lord’s supernatural peace, healing, provision and protection cover you always with oceans of agape love in the almighty name of Jesus/Yeshua! PASTOR CASPAR { Be sociable and share } http://www.theupperroomfellowship.org/ Regarding Caspar McCloud's song: Let Them See We Are Christians Pat Bailey wrote: Great song, sir! Great message! I had no idea your guitar chops were that blistering... amazing work, my friend. Even kind of has that "British Rock" sound; not sure how you captured that :) I know the song is about the message and our Lord Jesus, which I have no doubt most will comment on; I just wanted to point out the musical gifting that God's given you as well. It's nice to hear sometimes. God Bless, brother!