Thinking Of you
So the "Thinking of you" I wrote some time ago and I'm finally revisiting it. I wanted to let you know that the version that you are listening to is NOT to finished version. It is merely experimental. However I wanted to let you know this is the current song I am working on. My Grand Mother Marjorie liked the piano version I created but I wanted something more from it. It is in her Honor that I share my creation of this piece with you as I recreate it. My Grand Mother is no longer with us, still she is with me in my heart and soul. If you listen you can hear the sound of my love for the Matriarch of my Fathers side of the family which includes me. I could go deeper but it matters not. What i want to share with you is the result. Me. It is my hope that you enjoy my sharing of the creative process of this song with you until it's completion. Check in on me every now an then. I should have an updated version for you regarding this work in progress. I can not be complete until I have honored my Grand Mothers Marjorie and Jeanette as my loss of them both have created a rift in my being as I desire to honor them for making such an impact on my life though they are both so different even though they came up in the same era. Jeanette Gaines (Jackson) and Marjorie Paschal (Nelson) are my Grand Mothers, and they are gone from this physical existence, yet they are with me in all that I do. It is my hope that you can feel the love I have for them as I create this song in your presence.
May you remember the Mothers in YOUR life as you hear this. I honor my Mother as well here. I only hope she will enjoy what I have created as I attempt to honor the women that created me. I will honor the Men in my life in a different fashion so this is not about my Father or Grand Fathers, this is about the Mothers that birthed us all. God Bless you an keep you. I hope you can listen objectively as this is not the completed version of this song. But know it is all from my very being. There is nothing I will give to you that is not a clear reflection of all that I am. Thank you for listening and I don't know you yet, . . . but I love you for the time you have given me of your precious time. Thank you Rahimel aka Mauriuz R. Nelson Bka, Ray