Not gona lie I've buried my head in the sand - it's been hard to come back on here knowing I've been away and not even messaged for a while. I've been battling with trying to build my life, money, work up so I can afford to go to the recording studio to continue to do the one thing that keeps me sane and feel like I'm truly living. I know you don't know me what I'm not a bullshitter I'm just shit when I feel I've failed and I genuinely felt inside like I'd failed the people who had taken their time to subscribe and message me :( I couldn't message you until I re-subscribed to this site and I couldn't afford it for a while - and I paid tonight and the first thing I did was begin this message.........I actually finished my EP I have a song I want to give you all. it's really shit because I will have to sell my EP or I just won't be able to afford to go to the studio to produce it and it does make me feel shitty - but I want you all to have this for free to say thank you from my heart for subscribing and supporting me x Sooooo I tried to upload the song and it takes 72 hours before my account is upgraded (aaarrrrrggggghhhhh) I contemplated waiting to send this until it was done - but I just want to get in touch with you now I can what I can do is send you a picture of my EP cover....... there's a reason behind it that I'll share with you another time - I think I've babbled enough ha as soon! Im hoping for what ive paid I get to send more than one message a month this time ha!