Heya!
Hey everyone! Damn, I'm glad that I joined N1M. Such a great community here! I never imagined that I'd get the amount of support and love that I've gotten here from you guys. I just can't begin to express how much I appreciate it.
A little about me. So, not long after I graduated college, I went through some bad shit. It was a life-altering trauma. To be honest, I can't really imagine going through anything worse; or seeing anything worse than what I saw that day. It changed me. Some are fond of saying that people don't change. But I changed. A lot. Music, though, has been a constant for me. I've always loved music, and music is what kept me going. I really don't know if I could have survived without music -- listening to it, writing it, playing it, whatever. Nietzsche said that "life without music would be a mistake," and I couldn't agree more. I think that music is the language we use to say those things which words just can't express; and often they are things which really, really need to be said.
One of the ways I have changed is that I'm now practically a hermit. I have agoraphobia -- basically, a fear of going outside. It's tough, because, before, I was such an outgoing person; almost always around friends. It's frustrating, and it's put a strain on a lot of my relationships; even ended some. But, with music, I can still connect with people. And although I do still have friends, I'm so glad that I've been able to connect with all of you! Thank you so much -- for listening, for sharing, recommending, for all of the kind messages. Those messages just make my day! Thanks for everything.
Unfortunately, N1M will only let me upload 3 songs. But if you'd like to hear a little more, please subscribe to my youtube channel. youtube.com/user/theheretique
Thanks again! I will try to finish some new recordings soon. I'll be sure to let ya know whenever something new is up!
with love,
--Corbin