What do you want? I mean, deep down. What is it you really want? That one realistic thing you desire above all else? That is a deep question. Can you answer it? Most people can’t. Some feel like they’re being pushed into a corner. Like their privacy is invaded. Their brain perceives this question as an attack that triggers retaliation. Making “nothing that concerns you” an ideal response. I want to be the most sought after music artist and on-screen performer of the future. I want to be the most loved musician in recent years. A dream of which I am way too far from accomplishing it. And that’s okay. It’s hard. Not everyone will love my music. But I believe it will happen one day. Not by luck, magic, or some miracle. I don’t believe in that stuff. I’m a simple guy. I’m YC. I don’t hate anyone, I hold no grudges, I forgive, and, I like to lend a helping hand. That’s how I was raised. I have always kept myself to myself. I don’t like taking or posing for pictures, social media, smartphones, trends, fashion, non of that. Some even THINK I don’t like other people. I didn’t choose to be introverted. I accepted who I am as a person. I’m that guy. I prefer talking to people in person without initiating. I always reply to the messages you send to me, and answer all your questions as honest as possible. Waking up to a message someone left for me that shows genuine admiration for my music is THE BEST THING EVER!!! I don’t just want you to be my fan. That’s shallow. I want you to be my friend. I want to feel that close to you. I’m barely making a living from my music. And that’s okay. Things will get better. I’m not gonna front or act like I’m living a bomb-ass life that most musicians have, and there’s no shame in that. That’s not what drives me. That’s not my goal. What I really yearn for; is to stay in touch with everyone who’s been with me since the first day I arrived here on N1M. You. Yes, YOU! My best friend! For every song I write. Every melody. Every piano key I push. Every idea. Every opportunity. Every message. Every song you play. Every recommendation. Every time you utter my name to someone who’s never heard of me before. When you subscribed, you agreed to a lifetime of friendship I initiated through my music. I want each and every song of mine you play, to bring us close in the distance. Like I’m right there, in the moment with you. That’s what drives me. That is what I want. What about you?