THE SHADOW
Many of the musicians I grew up listening to have died from either drugs or suicide. They have killed themselves. This seems to be a statistically high hazard of the rock star job strangely. I felt compelled to write this song after the death of not only Chris Cornell but also Keith Flint around the same time. Apparently suicide is the highest killer of men under 50 in the UK, our society is fatally flawed.
I once played a demo of this song to a friend who I only knew online. I didnt know them too well but they were chill and had good music taste, often putting on interesting and obscure sounds for our room to listen to. I told them what the song was about and they liked it. However this person sometimes spoke of a demon they were haunted by and one day they never came back. We are pretty sure from the things they said that it was suicide.
This song ends with the simple and overt lyrics to really hammer the message home.
Please, dont kill yourself.
YOU HAD IT ALL AND I DONT HAVE SHIT
THEN YOU QUIT, SO NO I DONT WANT IT
AROUND THE WORLD A FIRE LIT BURNED OUT
WHY DID YOU DO IT?
IDOLOTRY SUICIDE ACCIDENTLY ROLE MODEL
WHY YOU HAVE TO DO IT? IT'S BAD FOR MORALE
SUCCESS IS DEATH, HEDONIST FLAME
FAME INSANE IT'S ALL PART OF THE GAME
TO BE BIGGER THAN YOU
TO BE BIGGER THAN ME
HOW TO BE FREE WHEN EVERYONE SEES?
THE SHADOW
BROKEN MIRROR
SMILING DECEIVER
THE MIRAGE FADES AWAY
NO TIME TO GO, IS IT PART OF THE FLOW?
IN THE QUEST FOR GOLD, THE LEGEND TOLD
IT HAPPENED BEFORE, IT'LL HAPPEN AGAIN
THE VOICE OF FLAME, MY ONLY FRIEND
WHERE YOU GO? WE MISS YOU
WHY YOU THINK THAT NO ONE CARE?
YOU SAW DEATH SHE KISS YOU
NOW YOU'RE STUCK IN NOWHERE.
THE SHADOW
BROKEN MIRROR
SMILING DECEIVER
THE MIRAGE FADES AWAY
DONT KILL YOURSELF
PLEASE
DONT KILL YOURSELF